I wonder if that’s really it, brother. Is it me that’s wrong or is it the rest of the world? I risk the latter. Isn’t the world as we know it wrecked enough to be morally incompetent in telling people what to do or what path to take. Is this the principle of anarchism or just another way of seeing the problem? They say if you can’t beat them, join them. I say this is the easy way. But I say this at the age of 26, with no job by option, with a degree and a post degree and having seen quite a lot of what are my options. Is this all you got for me? Sorry, it’s still not good enough, and I have been trying all this time to fit in, but seems to me it’s not working. I’ll risk the rest of the world being wrong, and I risk it being sure that everybody has something to say about this. The only reason we don’t hear is because there is too much purposive noise around us. Looks kind of schizophrenic, but I can assure you that I am not hearing any voices. I sit alone and everything is quiet. All I hear is myself thinking. And I cry, and wrinkles grow around my eyes and mouth, but I guess that’s healthy, it means I care. I choose a different attitude towards the problem, I choose to look at it from the outside instead of from within. It’s a bit cold and weird, and it takes a while to get friends and a job, but I’ll never know if I don’t try. or it gets too late.